is this shit for real?

so here I am
wondering
what shit is this?
then I recall
the ticking away of the minute
prob got us all confused with that of a marathon
is this shit for real?
are we joining the list of blowers or early shooters or its just a quest
to see who can be pissed off?
whoa
I feel like a
widow about to pounce
on an unsuspecting phallus
rearing to go
still...

is this shit for real?