so recently I have decided to to be more open minded... you know stop turning my nose up at the crudest of us all. as a result of that decision, I am finding myself in situations or within
earshot of situations that frankly I would be like
what the heck?
today amidst the rain a woman in HWT walks out shouting
"pat yu front if u ave a man"
well lawd u know my situation .. no man heheh
so u know wha neva get pat
buttu... can you spell it?

so a couple weeks ago, maybe a month or two I kindda met a guy on the bus. he asked for my number and I was like if we're ever in this situation again ( that is us SITTING besides each other I would)... and he bought that???
if I had told myself that even I would slap myself.
why in who knows who would dis man feel I "wanna know him betta"
anyway
dis mawning lawd before cock start crowing ( that is my foot reaching in the bus) dis man wid him eager beaver self shout out from the back...
"you can sit next to me" what a stress inna di early morning
now people I didnt mean to say what I did, but out of shock and disgust it sort of slipped out
I said, why would I want to sit next to you? what am I to gain except a flipping headache?
now as I said ...it slipped out
so on the journey went
only fi inna the hwt square and dis man aguh tell mi bout mi embarass him
kiss teet to rass
Lord why only losers, stalkers, morons and UGLY men are attracted to me?
are my sins greater than everyone elses'?
shit man
why would I have wanted to sit beside a guy who is going to spend the entire journey telling me how much he "checks' for me.... what he needs to do is give me a flipping "cheque" that would make more sense to me