fare thee well

Now I retreat into the haven of my inner santity

there, hurt and discontentment can not leave their mark

This is the cry of my heart....

my laughs will be lost for a season... but my words will linger

alas, i sleep ALONE

only the ones who know the password will be fit to enter my world

just remember I am aware of all things false

set out to decompose the dreams of my mind

never the less

"fighting dreamers shinjirugamama ni"

some are meant to live, dream and die alone

I Give To You

sometimes i stop and marvel on the works of others... what can i say this is one such moment

enjoy

this is the work of one of my dearest friends Shameka... hope you enjoy it as much as i do

take note of the last line.... deep no?

FarFarello

Surrounded by liquid, drowning in fiery waves.
Shivers all over.
With just one touch.
The merciful silver glinting at me.

Sensations flow around, metallic taste lingers…
Constricted rhythms pulsating through my skin….

Midnight my friend, Darkness my lover and Silence my saviour.

Shameka

A/N: Farfarello – insane, and no longer capable of feeling physical pain.

My Silent Whisper

How many times have i asked myself the same old questions

like

Are you happy?... or even this one

What do you want?

How many times have i failed to answer those same questions?

I guess like you.... I am a coward

yes!! you heard it first here

a coward who has been placed in charge of a destiny that I am afraid of

I'm afraid to take that leap

that carefree jump into the unknown

Iguess the truth of the matter is that i prefer the black and white of it all

without the colours of the rainbow

Maybe for a brief moment in time

I have already flown off the edge of the clift of LIFE... and found the welcoming arms of reality engulfing me with my own share of

joys intertwined with sorrows

maybe .... just maybe im ready to fly again

they say or maybe it was me who said it

"The wings of experiences make the journey in life more more pleasant... afterall consider it the scenic route" 06

The Open Toed Shoe Pledge

As a member of the Cute Girl Sisterhood, I pledge to follow the Rules

when wear sandals and other open-toe shoes:

"I Promise to always wear sandals that fit. My toes will not hang over and touch the ground, nor will my heels spill over the backs.

And the sides and tops of my feet will not pudge out between the straps.

I will go polish-free or vow to keep the polish fresh, intact and chip-free.

I will not cheat and just touch up my big toe.

I will sand down any mounds of skin before they turn hard and yellow.

I will shave the hairs off my big toe.

I won't wear pantyhose even if my misinformed girlfriend, coworker, mother or sister tells me the toe seam really will stay under my toes if I tuck it there.

If a strap breaks, I won't duct-tape, pin, glue or tuck it back into place hoping it will stay put.

I will get my shoe fixed or toss it.

I will not live in corn denial; rather I will lean on my good friend Dr.Scholl's if my feet need him.

I will resist the urge to buy jelly shoes at Payless for the low, low price of $4.99 even if my feet are small enough to fit into the kids' sizes.

This is out of concern for my safety, and the safety of others.

Noone can walk properly when standing in a pool of sweat and I would hate to take someone down with me as I fall and break my ankle.

I will take my toe ring off toward the end of the day if my toes swell and begin to look like Vienna sausages.

I will be brutally honest with my girlfriend/sister/coworker when she asks me i f her feet are too ugly to wear sandals. Someone has to tell her that her toes are as long as my fingers and no sandal makes creepy feet look good.

I will promise if I wear flip flops that I will ensure that they actually flip and flop, making the correct noise while walking and I will swear NOT to slide or drag my feet while wearing them.

I will promise to go my local nail salon at least once per season and have a real pedicure (they are about $20 and worth EVERY penny)

I will promise to throw away any white/off-white sandals that show signs of wear... nothing is tackier than dirty white sandals."

unknown

have u a grinder?

off with the door
begone you foul object
the reason behind my pain