is this shit for real?

so here I am
wondering
what shit is this?
then I recall
the ticking away of the minute
prob got us all confused with that of a marathon
is this shit for real?
are we joining the list of blowers or early shooters or its just a quest
to see who can be pissed off?
whoa
I feel like a
widow about to pounce
on an unsuspecting phallus
rearing to go
still...

is this shit for real?

saw

I saw Esau
sitting on a see saw
I saw Esau with my girl
I saw Esau sitting on a see saw
showing her a merry word
I saw Esau
he saw me
I got up so angrily
I took a saw
and
I saw Esau
off that old see saw

I don't like pink

A strong whiff of something emanates through the air
instinctively I try to close in
but pull nothing
A pungent taste overcomes the sense of taste
slowly there is the rush to spit
to release
what?
an unknown sensation
likened to that of a buzz, paralytic and nauseating
slowly I open my eyes and realize what I
see
taste
feel
is life in all aspects;
free yet restricting
melancholy yet hopeful
dead yet surprisingly alive