whack

so today i decided to make somewhat of a journal entry
quite the opposite of what i usually do
so here goes....

sunday april 30, 2006
the day started out like so many before
dull, hot and boring
what can i say the killer stillness did nothing but pave the way for what was inevitable
and that was a wham of my knee into the door

i tell you its crazy
there i was totally in the mode of
oh yeah ive done this
you know
make my way to the kitchen
in the early dark moments of the morning

remind me to not do it again
so feeling quenched with a little water i made my way
HAPPILY...
did i mention happily?
back to the safe habour of my bed
when
WHAM, ahh crimates ahhhhhh
lets just say
stars sometimes visit my bedroom
they do visit sometimes..........

word search

im searching for someone,

someone i can trust

that person is

me...

sometimes when life throws you a hardball

the best thing to do is

WHAM!!!

WHACK!!!

let the ball connect with a bat!!!

i want .................

happiness

stop, look and listen

Bless The Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Boyd Bobby/Jeffrey/Hanna/Marcus Hummon

a pass into my mind

http://www.poetry.com/Publications/search.asp

wisdom in songs

"You raise me up,

so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up,

to walk on stormy seas

I am strong,

when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be."

Josh Groban

ding dong

time stands still for no man
death is
inevitable

growing with traffic lights

"you know you make me wanna shout kick my heels up and shout

come on now.....

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

what can i say?

lawd a massy

what can i say?

You know life sometimes throws some things at you

in some odd ways.

This week has been one that i know i wont forget,

loads of highs

and one low....

... but that low hurts like shit............

This week i went on a journey,

that journey,

besides being an actual one

was more physical and unfortunately emotional.

The worst part of that journey was the infamous stop sign.

You know there are three colours that come from a traffic light:

GREEN - where you proceed carefully.

AMBER- where you speed up hahh) actually you slow down and prepare for a stop.

RED- where you stop right where you are.

Somehow that colour reared its ugly assed head today,

total sad face on my part.

But I found out something about myself

and that can be linked to the amber

in that, instead of me slowing down ... you know for the eventual stop,

i kindda sped up

and you know what?

in a weird way it created an indirect green

but the twisted part is that

time, space and circumstance has created a red.

I look back now with a bit of .....................

you can put any emotion there i'm sure at one point in time i felt it (make me laugh).

sometimes growing up means

taking a chance

living in the moment

as well as pausing every once in a while to say

"self, i love you"

i loved this week

why?

Mellie grew the heck up

simple letters

you know there have been so many times when i've made some decisions that may not have been the best choice to make
ALL because of some simple letters

The very existence that we have come to love and depend on can be changed so drastically
by these same simple letters

I read somewhere that the want of a word comes from the want of a letter
sounds crazy huh?
but think of it
if there was no "O" how could we spell one of the most overly used word that means so many different things to so many people?
that word?
....
think again, if there was no "O" one of the most hated words in the world would be left missing a letter
that word?
..
if there was no "S" one word guaranteed to put a smile on anyone's face would never be spoken
that word?
...
letters have identities that are displayed in the words that they form
but more importantly, words have meanings, depth and value
they can result in pain, happiness or a combination of the many emotions that Pandora let loose on the world with her curiosity

let the words that we utter be not filled with spite or hatred,
but rather, let them be laced with compassion and well wishes
you can change the life of someone with some

SIMPLE LETTERS

so with that in mind Keish I'm sorry for being a JERK

sometimes i think out loud

"alas i sit and ponder
on the many things in life
i stop to wonder and take my blows
in any given strife
but then there are the great days
when the mood is still and calm
and there i close my weary eyes
and think of you rescuing me
from harm" melissa moncrieffe 2006


my personality is one
where nonesense is not tolerated
where a reprimand every once in a while will keep others in line
but what happens when i fall out of line
when i need the reminder?

could you be the one bold enough to correct me?

forever young

"forever young
i want to be forever young"

the words of that song came to mind as i sat trying to put my thoughts into sentences

i look back at my childhood
the friendships that were for the most part forged within that chapter of my life
and i think to myself
golly you were blessed
now as reality stares me in the face i find solace in the memories of yesterday
when
"good mornings" and "how are yous"
were common place for all and saundry
now those simple pleasantries are frowned upon
how much have we lost?
more over how much have i lost?

i have lost alot
both in the form of possessions and friendships
yet along my pathway i seem to have found one bridge
(i.e. the internet)
that has placed one such lost treasure back in my reach

may the bumpy trials that befall us all as we journey in this lifetime
not be the cause for pitfalls in friendships sure and true

"sometimes the things our hearts so desire
stares at us with a glare
but with a blind eye we fail to see
what to let go of and what to hold dear"